Work is freaking busy. Piles of paper work to be complete.
Somehow, responsibility becomes my best friend since i start working.
Day end duties are suffocating me with orders from others.
Arghhhh.......

Saw him while going back home.
Second glance of his backview, i ponder...
Perhaps, i should let go...
Perhaps, i should let go long ago...
It have been a long time....

Beautiful Love - Tanya

Time really flies like nobody business.
Its already Year 2007.
I just feel that im falling far behind from realistic.
Somehow, i feel that my world is getting bored to dull to meaninless...

I've been thinking hard what will be my resoultions for this year. 
Erm...
Perhaps....

- Start saving from January onwards
- Flawless skin
- Excel in my work
- More happiness
- Meet out with my lovely friends
- More social activities/outings

The list goes on....till i know what i really want.

Finally, i start operating the counter with my cash tail....

Our branch is freaking busy like mad cow.

IT WAS DISASTROUS....

Suddenly....

I dun feel like talking to my colleagues.
I dislike my branch.
I dun feel like smiling.
I want to be alone.
I feel that everyone hates me.
I feel like a loser.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day for me!

Time: 12:05am

Someone is still stuck inside his suckish office facing lots of account documents, balance sheets, invoices and etc...
mind you!
He is alone staying till this time!
3 colleagues went home and boss flys to America.
Furthermore, he is a freshie at his company.
What the heck nonesenses are these!

I feel that he is underpaid.
But, he claimed that all he required was "EXPERIENCE".
I totally agreed with him and admire his preservance towards his goal.

Thus, i should stop complaining!

I admire you.

Hurhur...

Last but not least,

Happy Birthday to my dearest friend, Hida.
I miss you.

Goodbye November..
Welcome December..

Counting to 8 days...

Im gonna splurge like mad cow...

Hello new eyebrow!
Hello new handphone!
Hello a brand new VELINE...

I WANT U TO HEAR WHAT IM GONNA TELL U.....
PLEASE GIVE ME UR HAND!

It have been some time i update this dusty blog.

Today was not my day!

I made several mistakes while doing transcations at high counter. 
Im feeling rather low but none of them know about it. 
Im beginning to doubt on my work ability!
Due to my careless mistakes, i created unnecessary trouble for my senior to do double job. 
Sometimes, i really feel helpless even colleagues pardon my mistakes. 
Am i just not suitable for this job?

I start to question myself....

At times, im angry with myelf...
At times, i want to excel...
At times, i feel so motionless...
At times, i hate everyone...
At times, i blame everything except myself.....

Most importantly....

Most of the time, i hate myself alot alot...

I've overspent!
Another three items added into my closet.
Im super broke now!
Who wanna sponsor me for lunch & dinner until the month end?

Any interested doner, please credit any amount of money to my bank account at 103-xxxxx-0.
Hur hur. Thankies....
Veline will deeply appreciated!

Finally get to meet hater for Deepavali celebration at Navi's house. It will be another weeks/months to meet out again due to our busy schedule. Oh ya, da ge's b'day falls on 25 Oct/Nov? Damn. I've short-term memory again!

Oh dear, i've yet clear all the bloodly files, books, lecture notes into the store room.
Feeling as lazy as ever....

To: My dearest friend Jeeva, Mahesh, Navi, Paru, Nangai & Alfa

Happy Deepavali

Everything seems to be in a disconnect direction.
Its irritate and annoy me.
It is getting out of hand and everything seems so transparent, at least to my sight!
Haiz.. Why am i complaining so much?
Who is my friend at there?
I have none!

My evil is talking to me: Veline, "U are so pathetic!"

Afterall, it will come to an end very soon.

July Baby

Fun to be with
Secretive
Difficult to fathom and to be understood
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Takes pride in oneself
Has reputation
Easily consoled
Honest
Concerned about people's feelings
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable
Moody and easily hurt
Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times
Not revengeful
Forgiving but never forgets
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things
Guides others physically and mentally
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
Caring and loving
Treats others equally
Strong sense of sympathy
Wary and sharp
Judges people through observations
Hardworking
No difficulties in studying
Loves to be alone
Always broods about the past and the old friend
Waits for friends
Never looks for friends
Not aggressive unless provoked
Loves to be loved
Easily hurt but takes long to recover

How true it can be!!!
* On a lighter note, those green wording refers to my personality.

SPACING OUT IN A BLANK MIND