It have been some time i update this dusty blog.

Today was not my day!

I made several mistakes while doing transcations at high counter. 
Im feeling rather low but none of them know about it. 
Im beginning to doubt on my work ability!
Due to my careless mistakes, i created unnecessary trouble for my senior to do double job. 
Sometimes, i really feel helpless even colleagues pardon my mistakes. 
Am i just not suitable for this job?

I start to question myself....

At times, im angry with myelf...
At times, i want to excel...
At times, i feel so motionless...
At times, i hate everyone...
At times, i blame everything except myself.....

Most importantly....

Most of the time, i hate myself alot alot...